The week has been the longest seven days ever. Things happened so fast that when I tried to look back, I realized that so much has taken place in since the day I last talked to this page of my own. Earlier I there was an unexplainable feeling in me. I wouldn't know why, it's unexplainable to begin with. Was I confused? Or was I just afraid to confront what I'm experiencing? I definitley was not happy, so was lonely then? Or was I once again being insecure? -Of what?! There's just too many in my mind all of a sudden, and they were so naughty goofing around my consciousness. Like when you watch the kids that play along the streets, some were laughing, others crying, the rest was just passive. You just don't know what the mood was. I turned silent, and silence has never been this exhausting, for I was screaming on the inside. Funny, it was not with my consent. It was something my dear good mates saw in me. Thanks for noticing..

   Oh, I just wanted to scream! After that state of unexplainable emotions, with a sudden spark I felt like my barriers were going weak. I liked it. That was something happy. Could this be it? Was I finally regaining that sense of focus that once fled my senses? I hoped that I was right. Or else I would be back in another state of who knows what. Colors will fade into darkness and I would be left hanging on a damaged rope once again, without a surface to fall onto. No more of it. Let me keep it!