I am an angel with no powers.. i cannot perform miracles..

I know one thing- a bigger tide is coming, these tears will flood its way along the land of care-a-lot. that's it, everything else is a question mark. what? when? is it within years? or within just a blink of an eye? i do not know. though i wish i know, i'm afraid to know. it is a lose-lose situation. it is a mystery, that of which is very dear to me.

i am afraid to ask, for i know that the one im asking is afraid of this tide as well. more afraid than me. a tear is about to drop right now, thank goodness i have a friend to distract this feeling every once in a while.

hugs and kisses are not enough, though these are the only actions i am capable of. i wish i can do something. the most powerful something to stop the coming of this tide. my ultimate weapon is prayer. i do hope God's will is also my will. for it is His will that will take place, not mine.

it's sad isn't it? when you know that there is something wrong but no one is capable of dealing with it. it's like everyone lost his legs to run and arms to crawl away. we just have to wait and maximize the all the joy that we can feel before we let ourselves drown in the flood of tears that's about to come.