cut me open so my heart would be free. then i can tell the world this story about me. i wish to write, i wish to speak. fade away, you silent streak!

Bio: focus! focus on the lecture! for crying out loud, you must not fail this bloody subject! cmon, you know it's easy. you used to love these things right? - darn, still correcting my math hw while listening to lecture. so great!

Math: just when you finally learned how to think, here come the distractions. shoo! back off, my mind is working already!

CA: cramming till there's no sleep can be better than collecting money. so much discrepancies! nakakawindang. space please. cravings, urges! everyone, close your eyes please! 

English: writing, doodling.. love the bluff! so obvious, she ain't gonna like it. the crumpled forehead. easy with the tongue, it's not a string. well done my friend. what would i look like if i had dimples?

***

i decided to train anyway.

so many questions, i know there's an answer waiting and looking for ways to be said. but it ain't gonna come out. if this thinking would be applied in debating, what great legend it can make!

little worried. sometimes silence can be noisier than noise itself.

jams dapat, pero nauwi sa sharing. "my side" was finally heard.

it was me against the world.

   kuya jc: dahil magaling ka na, dun ka sa gitna, talk about a given topic, all of us will give a POI. bawal tanggihan. take even the craziest points,

   john: oh no, me against the world!

   kuya jc: ok here goes...

i can't believe i survied that! i was like a defendant with no lawyer.

i had to go. still have to pick up my sister from school. (na ndi rn naman natuloy!)

i decided to go to out of the first gate but i ended up walking backwards to the gate near beato. even the sun was not friendly, i was too blinded by sunshine to see the signs on the jeepneys.

ugh! such a long journey home! ginabi rin ako. how much is the cost of a sky that's never dark?

Im Home. i needed to say that.

,,, gigi rage strikes again!...